For the most part in my life I have been a pretty cautious in the choices I have made. I won’t say that some of things I have decided to do were the best but I don’t think I have done anything too wild.
Since I turned 25 I told myself that I would start making more choices that would ultimately benefit me and the people closest to me. I have always had a helping spirit and that has more often then not gotten my feelings, heart, pride and faith in people trampled all over.
The weeks leading up to my vacation and the week I have been on vacation put some interesting things in my path. Some things I opted to jump over but some things I decided to take head on.
Boy oh boy did I choose the wrong things to take on. While the pros seemed to out weigh the cons, the tables quickly turned on me. As I type I feel like a piece of me is dying inside. If you know me, you know I am highly emotional and right now I am riding a terrifying emotional rollercoaster.
I seem to always choose the wrong things to take head on. Whenever I feel as if I am making a great choice it seems to backfire dead in my face and I am left standing alone, wishing I could turn back the hands of time and turn down what I thought was a good choice.
As I grow older I am learning more and more. I am surrounded by some wonderful ladies (waving to all my BHMers who loves me) and they are helping me become better.
I really believe that these mistakes will help me in the future but it’s so hard to see the sunshine through the rain…
1 comment:
One thing i have learned is many of my mistakes were foreseen and i choose to ignore the signs. Sometimes we give up common sense for instant gratification of any sort. I.E going out until 6 in the morning when having to be at work for 8 hours at 8am. We KNOW that it isn't the smartest move yet we still seem to want to do it. we want the fun NOW and then complain later about our choice, if we would have given it more thought more then likely we would have stayed in.BUT where is the fun in more thought???? while we are living for today we must prepare for the future so we must put MORE THOUGHT into our actions. Everyone makes mistakes, live and learn!
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