Celibacy:: The Slow Death of my Sexual Libido::

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Due to a very unfortunate situation I decided that I wanted to take the long, frustrating road that is celibacy. I figured that it would be a great way to get over my ex and get to know myself…Boy was I wrong…this has been the longest , most sexually frustrating year of my life…lol…

I would have never guessed that it would have been this hard. I mean logically I was like “hey Peachy, before 17 you were “celibate” so to speak , so doing it now at a mature 26 should be fine…

I wish this would have been fine…I can go a few weeks at a time and not have any feelings of lust and then BAM…the angel & devil of celibacy pop up…The devil taunting me to just call my ex or one of the random guys that wants to be with me…Meanwhile the angel is trying to convince me to wait until I find “Mr. Right”…wherever the hell he is…


It’s such a hard thing to deal with. While I feel that my next ‘homie;lover;friend’ should really prove his worthiness of the goodies it’s becoming more evident to me that I need to grade these dudes on a curve …Not that I should lower my standards but maybe I should bend a little…

I know one thing for sure when I finally do unleash on someone MY GAWD they better be ready because I will probably explode and blow bits of Peachy EVERYWHERE…LOL...